{"id":52,"date":"2005-12-19T23:34:00","date_gmt":"2005-12-19T23:34:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/descansos.org\/blog\/2005\/12\/i-cant-do-it-so-leave-me-alone\/"},"modified":"2005-12-19T23:34:00","modified_gmt":"2005-12-19T23:34:00","slug":"i-cant-do-it-so-leave-me-alone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/2005\/12\/i-cant-do-it-so-leave-me-alone\/","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t do it, so leave me alone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know what I am doing! January 7 is our 2nd work day &#038; it will be the 1\/3 point of this program. I have not progressed well. Something is stopping me from doing my project.<\/p>\n<p>We are supposed to talk to people in our community to find volunteers, donors and supporters for our project. I have not been able to enroll anybody. They start off listening and interested. Then I see their eyes glaze over &#038; I start getting distracted. I am creating a level of expression \/ listening that is causing this to happen. The thing that I keep revealing to the people &#8211; is my sadness over the roadside casualties. So of course my conversations are not enrolling. They are not able to get past the sadness.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m really having a hard time getting past this and accepting my own sadness. My character is really getting in the way. I don&#8217;t think I am going to attend on Saturday. If I don&#8217;t attend, they will not let me finish the program.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know what I am doing! January 7 is our 2nd work day &#038; it will be the 1\/3 point of this program. I have not progressed well. Something is stopping me from doing my project. We are supposed to talk to people in our community to find volunteers, donors and supporters for our [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[20],"class_list":["post-52","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-selp"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=52"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=52"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=52"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/descansos.psolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=52"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}